April 10th, Wednesday
Didn't have school today and didn't feel like going out either so I stayed home and watched South Park while eating banana yoghurt. I also tried to draw a little cause it's been a while. I've lost all motivation since ummmm yeahSomething really unexpected happened today but I'm gonna keep it vague because I don't wanna overshare on the internet. But I can say it got me feeling like ??????????????????????????YEEHAHHEWHAHWEHWHHEHPLSPLSPSLYEYEEYEYE
Idrk how I'm feeling right now cause there's so many emotions and I don't know which one to feel first. But I'll just go do my homework and try to forget about it
April 12th, Thursday
School today was fine, I met my dumbass friends and they greeted me like they hadn't seen me in 10 years. I have no homework for tomorrow so I'm gonna go out with my best friend in the eveningStill kinda in shock about yesterday and it's sinking in now that my head is a bit more clear. I do sometimes wish things could go back to the way they were but it's not really in my control. I mean, there are times I feel like I'd do it in a heartbeat but yknow... I've left it up to fate
Me and bestie bought sandwiches and drinks and sat in some random ass neighborhood just bc it was quiet and there were no people around. We just gossiped and talked about life till like 10PM. Tomorrow I'm going to a party without her bc she got grounded for staying out late </3
April 14th, Saturday
Got home at like 12AM midnight last night from the party and went to bed EXHAUSTED. But somehow woke up at 8AM and couldn't fall back asleep..The party was fun, it was at this club my classmate works at so he invited us there. I don't like alcohol like at ALL it makes my head hurt so I just had a pepsi lolI'm going out again today with a different friend
Fit check for today, had fun with my friend except my head was hurting cause I decided to wear a ponytail
We had pizza and it was really nice but they made us wait like 20 minutes for it
Went out and walked around our boring ass town for like an hour, but it's not so boring with her
When we were about to go home we found this fat ass cat on the bench and pet it for a good 30 minutes (got home late and she got yelled at again but it was worth it)
April 15th, Sunday
Going out today with bestie again!! I'm feeling kinda down today so I REALLY need to get out and clear my head.I was trying to play this video game I used to play with someone a lot and I literally can't do it anymore cause it brings so much nostalgia and I feel like crying cause it feels so lonely to play it by myself now. yap yap yap yap kms
April 24th, Wednesday
It’s my friend’s birthday today so we skipped school to celebrate. Walked around for like 30 minutes just to get her a gift thoughBut for the important part, today we went to this psychic in our town that has her fortune reading place hidden in some small boutique. Took us a while to find her again cause we forgot where it was. I’ve been there once before and got a coffee cup reading which turned out SO accurate. This time I got a tarot reading and it seemed pretty accurate too. First card I got was something that implied a heartbreak or ruined relationship and like wow okay lmao
Then we took the bus and rode on it for like 20 minutes for literally no reason, just going around town and talking and stuff. It was very fun and much better than walking around because I’m a grandma and my feet hurt. Also fit check!!
May 3rd, Friday
I was feeling like REALLY tired today for some reason even though I got more than enough sleep last night. Thankfully it’s friday so I don’t have to do homework or anything.We had a math test today and for the first time in my life I actually did every single exercise by myself, without struggling, and I’m almost sure they’re all correct unless I made some small stupid mistake because I was trying to hurry. The teacher scolded me and almost took my test though because I was trying to help the kid behind me. Can’t even be a good person in this economy anymore
Went out with a bunch of friends today, got very late and had them wait for me because I fell asleep at 5PM and woke up at 7 when we were supposed to meet. It was fun though.
Fit check from a while ago… I might not update this carrd that often anymore, but the fit checks gotta STAY. If I make more art, maybe I will post it here, but I have gotten lazier than ever …
December 18th, Wednesday
I have not updated this in FOREVER. So many things are different now!!
I dyed my hair black, therefore my sona is different now too, so do ignore the old drawings. (well, it’s the same, just with black hair.)
Reading back on this, I wasn’t doing too well, but things are fairly better now… Not always good, but definitely better than before. I’ve lost and made new friends, reconnected with people I had a fallout with, oh and I turned 18 in October so that’s a pretty big change. I’m moving out for Uni next year…. sigh